clean linen

The Chinese New Year holiday is coming to an end, which suddenly made myself give a kick in my own butt to start up my blogging again. It has been awhile, because I just couldn't bring myself to blog about anything. Recently, all I can say to questions like, "How's school?" or "How are you?" is the dissatisfied "Ok lor". I want to say more and I feel like I need to say more, but the words do not flow as easily as I hoped they would. So I am going to attempt to at least write something before I completely give up/forget about blogging. Through some effort on my part to consolidate some of my emotion, I realized that there are changes I need to adapt to as a result of decisions I made this year. Changes that are, I find, not easy to get used to. But I'll find a way! [Here, I am reminded of how my classmates in Tung Ling, Jonathan and Joanne, sang to me the song that goes, "God will make a way, when there seems to be no way" the day I m...

I'm left with about 4 episodes before completing this Korean drama serial, and I'm so glad it is coming to an end. Despite the incredulous but interesting plot/storyline, it is slow-moving and requires that I watch it in silence in the fast forward speed of "x4". There are the "super duper you could die of sugar overload" scenes that can make you go "awwwwww", but I hate the fact that it is the girl who falls in love with the guy first. She chases him and he seems to like her enough to marry her. During their marriage, he appears to love her but he doesn't show it in a way that is obvious enough for the girl to feel secure of his love for her. But at times the girl becomes VERY annoying. There were sooooo many moments where I wished I could tell the girl, "He loves you already lah . He hugs you, buys you an expensive new dress when he is not the kind that will spend money on things like that, he wants to save your marriage and gets jealous...